so yeah, i’m super psyched for my party this weekend :)
this creativity, it hit me like a storm and i’m excited to start.
You have nothing to fear
For the dreams that came
To you when so young
Told of a life
[cello song + the books feat. jose gonzalez]
"oh captain, my captain"
when everything hits at once and i have no idea what to do with it. when there’s all of this raw emotion smacking me in the face. when these thoughts go through my head. when i just want a way to release everything that’s going on. what am i supposed to do? how much of myself should i give? what does he want from me?
so many things happening at once.
You can’t always get what you want
But if you try sometime you find
You get what you need
[you can’t always get what you want + the rolling stones]8 plays
things on my mind:
+being friendzoned is the worst
+dad visiting was pretty much a bust
+i miss hanging out with mary
+this late night shift is weird
+gotta love when my warm water isn’t working
+not looking forward to turning in my next paycheck
+i really wanna see zach braff’s new movie.
+i really need a drink right now
+wish me luck tonight
why am i getting so excited for tonight? let’s be real for a second. there has been no reason for me to think otherwise. he never hugs me goodnight. he always talks about other girls in front of me. never bothers to hang out with me…am i that thick? is it cause i thought i’d never be in a position where i’d be friendzoned? i feel like crud right now. i feel violated. it’s sad and horrible and i don’t know how to get over it.
having feelings for someone is the worst.
I wandered around and finally found
The somebody who
could make me be true
Could make me be blue
or even be glad Just to be sad
thinking of you
[it had to be you harry connick jr.]
can we please talk about how amazing zach braff was in bullets over broadway? be still my beating heart.
seriously though. i’m obsessed.
can you say chris evans marathon?
ps: how did i just find this movie? it’s so freaking hilarious.
things on my mind:
+yes, i finally saw the winter soldier again
+wow that’s ridic how my ex-boss threw some mad shade at me today
+ why am i automatically an intern or an employees girlfriend?
+def over my shower not working.
+really don’t wanna find a second job.
+still needa get in the mind set for dad to visit.