me after a day of editing the best of don imus for my job. (and hearing him talking about lesbian sex using salad forks)
sometimes there’s no reasoning behind it.
Don’t go crying to your mama
‘Cause you’re on your own in the real world
[aint it fun + paramore]8 plays
super sad i’m not gonna be working the open this year. i had been avoiding calls about why i hadn’t finished my paper work. i guess the reality of it was that i didn’t want to say i couldn’t. i want to go to arthur ashe tomorrow and pick up my uniform and badge. i want to watch tennis once again. but the real world strikes again and i can’t take off three weeks of work.
rafael nadal…i hardly knew ye :(
is it asking too much? too be liked in a romantic way? to bee seen as more than a friend or a random girl from work or that event? it seems that’s all i am. either i get asked out awkwardly (or unwarrantably). but no…when i see a guy i like or click with…it’s just not there to happen. but i want someone in my life. i want to feel someone and something.
is that so much to ask?
things on my mind:
+still can’t believe that host called me at 3:45 am
+super psyched to get paid for 17 hours tomorrow
+my co-workers way of getting out of jury duty is brilliant
+what should i do for my birthday?
+i kinda like that guy from work
+i really want to go clothes shopping
+i’m happy that i got back into fma
+not looking forward to seeing the guy who fired me next week
that moment a 21 intern calls you (a full time employee) girl instead of treating you with respect.
have fun trying to get a job there bro.
another great end to a day. i don’t know how i got to this point at all. i went from retail to real job in a blink of an eye. i went from no future to a bright one. i went from being alone to being surround by peers. it’s been over a month and i leave my job and my day better than it started. how many can say the same?
great day with great conversation.
Situation no win
Rush for a change of atmosphere
I can’t go on so I give in
Gotta get myself right outta here
[big audio dynamite + rush]10 plays
movies like this are reasons why girls like i look to george gershwin to the perfect guy.
that awkward moment you see an ex-friend from college at a birthday party and run away after smiling at them.
okay, i admit it…i’m stressed out. i’m not confident in myself and that i’ll screw up. i really don’t want to be and i feel like i’ve done it many times before, but i just don’t know what to do. why is it enveloping me like this? why do i stress myself out like i’m about to burst? why do i focus on things that will happen on saturday and sunday? why do i imagine myself messing up instead of succeeding? why do i let it overwhelm me…i can’t even sleep. it’s horrible.
what’s wrong with me.
me regrettably agreeing to help out with lirr strike coverage for work instead of drinking with my friends on a perfectly good saturday night.